Now, currently, I have been dating a wonderful man for over a year and while he doesn’t know of everything that has gone on in my past, he does now that I have been hurt. It should come as no surprise to anyone that anything of a sexual nature is something I struggle with and will probably always struggle with. Now, I sometimes will state that I am bisexual, and sometimes I don’t because, quite frankly, I don’t know. Because, on the one hand, I do find myself attracted to women, I also wonder if it stems from what occurred then.
So, it is no wonder that I often still have issues regarding my sexual identity.
Now, remember, I was 8 and she was a teenager. When I had a neighbor/babysitter parade me around naked, telling her son that he would someday marry me, what I did not mention is that his sister, who was a teenager at that time, would then take me to her bedroom, molest and sexually assault me. Some of it I probably won’t tell for a while (because legalities and all that), but some of it I can elaborate on. Now, it may come as a shock, but not everything that occurred has been told. Back in 2018, after years of suppressing and not wanting to acknowledge what occurred, I finally decided to write what happened to me.
